Thursday, June 30, 2005

June 30, 2005 #2


So now where he has a small bruise under his eye, he also has a knot on his eyebrow.

I think he's just so tired that it's making him clumsy. I know how he feels. He actually went to bed already tonight. At 6:00. I wanted to go to bed with him. But I will have to pick up Jeremy when he gets off work tonight (his car job) and I need to get dinner ready for JD and Carol.

I took a pamprin, and I think that's at least helping my mood a little. But it's making me drowsy.

I still feel like a terrible mother. I go on and on all the time about why I don't want to put him in childcare because ultimately he will always be my responsibility and if anything ever happens to him, whether on my watch or theirs, it's still my responsibility. And here he goes and beats himself up on my watch.

Whats a girl to do?

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