June 20, 2005

I don't think we're ever leaving Houston.

We ended up not coming home over the weekend, because Jeremy has a meeting this afternoon. I think, ( who knows if this actuality) that we will be going to Dallas tomorrow. I'm getting homesick.

I recognize that we're probably going to be moving very soon, and I should get used to Nacogdoches no longer being my home. But I think what I'm homesick for is my own place. I know that most people live with there parents at some point right after college when they are trying to get on their feet. But I was really hoping not to have to do that. But it doesn't look like thats going to happen. I had a horrible day yesterday. I was so tired and extreemly emotional. This place does not suit me.

And I'm worried. We're going to run out of money really soon. Guys pray about that. I'm starting to get really nervous and it's only been a week of job hunting. I just pray that God will provide what we need in time to pay the bills.

So anyway, sorry for all the complaigning I'm doing. On a better note, (if that's what this is), I have begun studying for the test I'll take in July. Less that three weeks and I will have one test out of the way I hope. I have to pass.

Jackie, just so you know, I'm missing you terribly and thinking about you. I'm praying that you'll get through the next couple weeks and be less stressed. And Amy, I hope your baby starts to feel better. I've been trying to keep up with you guys more than you know. Hopefully we'll be home by the end of the week to see you guys.

Okay, I guess I'd better study.

"34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34